Gee, i really like this band… whenever i hear their music play, i can’t help but dance. Hehehe… speaking of dancing, i miss dancing already

Havn’t been doing it since i went to work. I rmbr those times in college when we did our cheerdance practices. I worry more about the practice than my report/exam the next day. I love dancing a lot. That’s why the first time i saw Pussycat Dolls’ music video, darn, how i wish i cud enroll into a dancing class. Just for fun, aside from the fact that my work’s boring.

Well, here they are… just some notes i’ve researched.

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The Pussycat Dolls are an American female pop singing group. The group began as a burlesque dance troupe based in Los Angeles, as well as in Caesars Palace in Las Vegas. The group was founded by choreographer Robin Antin in 1995, and the group released their first single in 2004.

More info about the PUssyCat Dolls

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My favorite member of the group —> Nicole

Nicole Elikolani Prescovia Scherzinger a.k.a. Nicole Kea (born June 29, 1978) is an Americanactress and singer/dancer best known for her work as the lead vocalist for The Pussycat Dolls.

One thing that amazes me:

Scherzinger was born in Honolulu, Hawaii to a Filipino father and a Hawaiian/Russian mother and grew up in Louisville, Kentucky with stepfather Gary Scherzinger, mother Rosemary and sister Ke’ala.

I wanna be like her she’s so pretty. i love her voice & i like the way she does her move. So sexy!!!

"It’s just like our song says, we’re ‘Hot, Raw, Freaky and Fun.’"  -Nicole Scherzinger, describing the Pussycat Dolls. 

Some of their songs that i like:

• StickwitU
• Don’t Cha
• Buttons
• I Don’t Need A Man
• Sway
• Beep (my favorite)

Hmm… not much to tell today…

Another boring day to get through with… and it requires a loooooooooooooooooootttttttttttttttttttt of great courage and effort and energy and… umm… energy… to get through boredomness…

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I was supposed to work this morning… had the deal to temporarily transfer my sked in the morning, then jz go back working at night [may be] pretty much later…

We had lunch [together with Mafia & Ate ting]. We hvnt had much money in our pockets. Purdoy na sad.

But then, we jz so decided to watch movie. Bah?! Og sa dihang bahala walay kwarta… that’s how it is trying to survive the day.

We are all bored. Really.

And so, we went to Gaisano to watch X-MEN…

Hay naku… gwapo kaau si Wolverine, daw si Pyro… hehehe… ummm.. and also Bobby [IceMan], and Warren [Archangel]…

Hmm… been a fan of X-men since my childhood days. Love them a lot esp. Cyclops… and i wanted to be like Rogue. [Been planning to dye my hair like Rogue's... hehehe... bueng jud... basin mura kog mananap tan-awon nuon.]

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Just wanna quote Wolverine. This was what he said to Jean Grey katong dapit na sa ending sa story. Jean’s been turned into a Phoenix. She cant control her powers. been killing people, losing her sanity [well...not exctly her sanity... basta sa bisaya pa, mura xa buang.]

Oh well… she told Wolverine, "You wanna die for them?"

Wolverine replied, "No, not for them… but FOR YOU."

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As we all know [not exactly that all of us know this]… umm… Wolverine’s been in love with Jean though Jean’s in love with Cyclops. Wala lng.. kilig lang kaau ang line… hay naku…

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Bobby Drake:
You don’t seem fine, You seem like you’re avoiding me, I mean something’s wrong.

Marie:
What’s wrong is I can’t touch my boyfriend without killing him. Other than that I’m wonderful.

Bobby Drake:
Hey, I don’t think that’s fair. Have I ever put any pressure on you?

Marie:
You’re a guy Bobby. Your mind’s only on one thing.

More quotes…
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"Wish I was a bird, flying through the sky…"

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Yours truly,
MULAN

I had this e-mail from Ate Joanna…and well, i find it very much interesting… and very much true especially the last 3 lines listed in here. Guys are such assholes. All they want to do is go under your skirts and then, _ _ _ k! That’s the only thing they’re good at anyway.

It’s not
difficult to make a woman happy.   A man only needs to be:
  1. a friend
   
    2. a companion
   
    3. a lover
   
    4. a brother
   
    5. a father
   
    6. a master
   
    7. a chef
   
    8. an electrician
   
    9. a carpenter
   
    10. a plumber
   
    11. a mechanic
   
    12. a decorator
   
    13. a stylist
   
    14. a sexologist
   
    15. a gynecologist
   
    16. a psychologist
   
    17. a pest exterminator
   
    18. a psychiatrist
   
    19. a healer
   
    20. a good listener
   
    21. an organizer
   
    22. a good father
   
    23. very clean
   
    24. sympathetic
   
    25. athletic
   
    26. warm
   
    27. attentive
   
    28. gallant
   
    29. intelligent
   
    30. funny
   
    31. creative
   
    32. tender
   
    33. strong
   
    34. understanding
   
    35. tolerant
   
    36. prudent
   
    37. ambitious
   
    38. capable
   
    39. courageous
   
    40. determined
   
    41. true
   
    42. dependable
   
    43. passionate
   
    44. compassionate

WITHOUT FORGETTING
TO:

   
    45. give her compliments regularly
   
    46. love shopping
   
    47. be honest
   
    48. be very rich
   
    49. not stress her out
   
    50. not look at other girls

AND AT THE SAME
TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:

   
  51. give her lots of attention, but expect little      
   
              yourself
   
  52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
   
  53. give her lots of space, never worrying about
   
             where she goes

IT IS VERY
IMPORTANT:

   
    54. Never to forget:
   
          * birthdays
   
          * anniversaries
   
          * arrangements she makes

   
      HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY

   
    1. Show up naked
   
    2. Bring food

[intro]
Uno, dos, tres, kwatro

[chorus]
Lintik na pag-ibig
parang kidlat
puso kong tahimik na naghihintay
bigla mong ginulat

‘Di ko man lang napansin ang iyong pagdating
daig mo pa ang isang bagyong namuo sa malayo
ihip ng hangin biglang nag-iba
sinundan pa ng kulog at kidlat
sa biglang buhos ng iyo sa akin
ako’y napakanta

[chorus]
Lintik na pag-ibig
parang kidlat
puso kong tahimik na naghihintay
bigla mong ginulat

[chorus]
lintik na pag-ibig
parang kidlat
puso kong tahimik na naghihintay
bigla mong ginulat

Mga halik mo’t mga lambing, inuulan mo sa akin
binabaha, binabagyo na ako ng iyong mga cariño
nananaginip ba ako nang gising
ay, tinamaan ng magaling
nadali mo ang puso ko ng iyong kidlat

[repeat chorus twice]

[adlib]

Lintik, lintik, woh woh woh
parang kidlat

Mga halik mo’t mga lambing, inuulan mo sa akin
binabaha, binabagyo na ako ng iyong mga cariño
nananaginip ba ako nang gising
ay, tinamaan ng magaling
nadali mo ang puso ko ng iyong kidlat

[repeat chorus twice]

—->>>> SAWI NA SAD THE REVIVAL…. huhuhuhuhuhuh……pastilan!

—->>>> This is my most favorite literary piece ever… I started memorizing this when I was in Grade 5. Our teacher gave this to us and until now, I could still memorize each line. Tsada mn jud ang message. The very same thing that I am feeling about myself. But certainly, ain’t suffering MPD. Hahaha..I’m pretty much sure I’m sane. May be a part of me isn’t. But I am sane. Toinks. Libog ba.

—->>>> The first days I got into college, we had this program. Orientation among new aggie students, devcom in particular. We, the freshies then, haven’t prepared anything to present. My classmates asked me to declaim. Hahaha… watta talent. Yeah, I very well can memorize the piece, but it’s the "baga-kog-nawong" talent that made me think to myself, AMAZING! Hehehe… Kapalmuks.

—->>>> Other than this piece, I cud also still memorize other declamation pieces that our teacher taught us way back in grade school. Believe it or not, kaya pa na sa ako memory. Hehehe…char!!!

Don’t be fooled by me.

Don’t be fooled by the face I wear.

For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,

masks that I am afraid to take off,

and none of them is me.

Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me,

but don’t be fooled.

For God’s sake don’t be fooled.

I give the impression that I am secure,

that all is sunny and unruffled with me,

within as well as without,

that confidence is my name and coolness my game,

that the water’s calm and I’m in command,

and that I need no one.

But don’t believe me.

My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask,

ever-varying and ever-concealing.

Beneath lies no complacence.

Beneath lies confusion and fear and aloneness.

But I hide this. I don’t want anybody to know it.

I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed.
That’s why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant sophisticated facade,
to help me pretend,
to shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation.
My only hope and I know it.
That is, if it’s followed by acceptance,
if it’s followed by love.
It’s the only thing that can liberate me from myself,
from my own self-built prison walls,
from the barriers I so painstakingly erect.
It’s the only thing that will assure me of what I can’t assure myself,
that I’m really worth something.

But, I don’t tell you this. I don’t dare. I am afraid to.

I am afraid your glance will not be followed by acceptance,
will not be followed by love.

I’m afraid you’ll think less of me, that you’ll laugh,

and your laugh would kill me.

I’m afraid that deep-down I’m nothing, that I’m just no good,

and that you will see this and reject me.

So I play my game, my desperate pretending game,
with a facade of assurance without
and a trembling child within.
So begins the glittering but empty parade of masks,
and my life becomes a front.
I idly chatter to you in the suave tones of surface talk.
I tell you everything that’s really nothing,
and nothing of what’s everything,
of what’s crying within me.
So when I am going through my routine,
do not be fooled by what I’m saying.
Please listen carefully and try to hear what I’m not saying,
what I’d like to be able to say,
what for survival I need to say,
but what I can’t say.

I don’t like to hide.
I don’t like to play superficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me,
but you’ve got to help me.
You’ve got to hold out your hand
even when that’s the last thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from my eyes that
blank stare of the breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you’re kind and gentle and encouraging,
each time you try to understand because you really care,
my heart begins to grow wings,
very small wings,
very feeble wings,
but wings!
With your power to touch me into feeling
you can breathe life into me.
I want you to know that.

I want you to know how important you are to me,
how you can be a creator - a honest-to-God creator -
of the person that is me
if you choose to.
You alone can break down the wall behind which I tremble,
you alone can remove my mask,
you alone can release me from my shadow world of panic
and uncertainty, from my lonely prison,
if you choose to.
Please choose to. Do not pass me by.
It will not be easy for you.

A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls.
The nearer you approach to me,
the blinder I may strike back.
It’s irrational, but despite what the books say about man,
often I am irrational.
I fight against the very thing that I cry out for.
But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls,
and in this lies my hope.
Please try to beat down those walls
with firm hands
but with gentle hands
for a child is very sensitive.

Who am I, you may wonder?
I am someone you know very well.
For I am every man you meet
and I am every woman you meet.

OMG! given the chance to be a teenager again, wish ko lang… i wanna join PBB. hahaha.. not really because of fame, the prize perhaps, but it’s more bcoz of Gerald. hahaha… corrupting minor lang sa… hehehe… but honestly, he’s my crush sa PBB. so cute, and kung mag-tagalog kay joke kaayo. dli kabalo kaayo. panay ang po at opo, which is good kaso grammatically wrong. Basta.

Here they are… mga pics na kinuha ko sa PBB site. ssshhhh… ayaw saba. Meron pa isa sana..si Joaqui, kaso ala ako amor dun kasi napakayabang. Bago pa lng sa loob ng bahay ni Kuya, yabang na agad. Kaya etsapwera mukha niya dito kahit gwapo pa xa.

Well, for more info, punta na lng kau sa PBB site. Basta, all i can say, crush ko si Gerarld. hahahaha… joke.

see link: Pinoy Big Brother [Teen Edition]

I shud’ve written this entry long before, but i’ve been damn so busy wth work so ala ako time sa friendster ko.

Anyway, u myt think wat has gotten into me y i wrte this… ala lng…we’ve been assigned sa office to work on the job hiring posters..that includes the criteria who to hire.

Tapos, few days ago, a friend of mine teased me. Naghahanap po ba dw ako n bf. hehehe… well, kaya eto. BF for Hire na poster. hahaha… ala magawa e. Just find it funny.. hmmnn…silly…

BF for Hire

Qualifications

• Male
• Age: 21 to 26 years old
• Preferrably with a degree in engineering, or other Math-related courses
• about 5′8" tall, not so chubby or malnourished
• A certified good guy
• Looks not that necessary, but would be a plus [or could be a liability]
• With good sense of humor

Requirements:

• Resume [with References]
• Application letter
• 2×2 ID picture
• 1 whole-body picture

-> Hehehe… way lingaw. Basin later naa pako idugang. Bow.