Been depressed these past few days/weeks… i’ve done awful things which are not supposed to be done by someone who’d consider herself sane. Plus some other reasons to get sad.

Ummm… pati ako english pangit na samot. Hehe… la lng… i’m just sad today.

It started once upon a december [murag kanta]… Dec. 8, 2005 [11:40pm] —> and ended June 13, 2006 [9:31pm] barely 6 months now. wla lng… i guess that’s how life works. some people just come and go. some you havn’t even noticed na nawala na d i. La na ako @bnoy :’(

Sad ang life noh?

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About my work… nah not again… basin July 15 na lang ko taman sa office. ummm… i dunno if it’s something positive or negative… or something to look forward to. Ambot. I’m getting less effective as an employee, a thing i can’t just let happen forever and ever [and over na daun]… hala lng ko ani ambot. pathetic!

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Last saturday night [actually kadlawon na sa Sunday na toa]… we went to Ralf’s. Me, mama Jace and mafia. Walay mga lingaw sa life. We all have one thing in common… pulos la mga uyab. hehehe… bah?!

The other day, mga late afternoon na, we went to pelaez sports center. ligo sa pool. Cheers! mga singles ever ang drama namo didto. Cge na lng, chicks mn japon with all the two-piece and ever [og ang result, wala japon nahalin... hahaha...]

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Unsa pa ba lain? Ummm… we’ve been planning to spend our weekend sa Camiguin. And then i chatted with a friend sa zamboanga. nanghanggat na maligo mi mga classmates didto sa Dakak. Hmm… nice things to plan kung naa money.

Can’t deny it, while money can’t buy everything, the fact that it almost could buy all sucks. that’s 1 is to 99 na ratio. Mao ra japon istoryaha. Alkansi japon ko.

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Gana kaau magmaoy karon. Been having bad days. Huhuhuhu… pwd? for once maglarag2x ko na pang one time? as in dancing like nobody cares? i jz wanna cry. that’s all. My officemate told me laki ra daw cguro tambal ani akong kabuang. Hehe… yeah ryt… dli nako ana.

I’ve already done the worst thing [at least i think the worst]… so let it be just like that and end just like that. I want to start anew and forget that it did happen.

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By the way, kita na ko AQUAMARINE and TRISTAN AND ISOLDE. Nice movies. I’d recommend that you watch them.

Aquamarine is a comedy/love story, while Tristan and Isolde, kinda tragic but then ganahan japon ko.

The first one shows that love story is not just about relationships between lovers but also with friends like what Hailey and her bestfriend, Claire, have shown sa movie. [balak nako magpa-highlight og aquamarine sa ako hair.. hehehe]

The second movie shows that love conquers all, even death [hay naku... charmos... ambot lng]… but i like the story. Bisan namatay si Tristan, cge na lng. His death has been a symbol of both love and loyalty… unconditional kaayo.

Just that, i can’t help becoming cynical about it. I cud only see and feel it in movies but i havn’t seen any concrete example of that, as in something for real. Isn’t it sad?