The "Urban Thinker"… why the title? Well, i’ve thought about making an entry about this like long before…uhmm…since i met Mama Jen…twas a long, long story…but to cut it short, well, Mama Jen (my supervisor in my previous work) showed me her husband’s sculpture… it has an "URban Thinker" caption.
The sculpture showed a man sitting on the toilet bowl. he was actually "thinking" of…errr…something. well, unfortunately, twas his only spare time to think about himself and what he wanted to do with his life. too busy dealing with some other things perhaps that he wasn’t able to get a life. by saying that i meant i pity him. umm…(do i? i guess…i dunno…i don’t even think i care…but somehow, may be i do…jz "thinking" aloud)
Alright…why Urban Thinker? well, jz a few minutes ago, i went outside the training room & went to the restroom…while inside the cubicle, i was thinking if i’m like that of the sculpture. well, i don’t think i am coz i got lots of time to think about myself and … of others. well, my definition of others varies from time to time. hehehe…
whenever i get back from work, i jz go to the canteen and have my "dinner" (though technically it’s still a breakfast… bogus…erase…whatever you call it). and then enter our "house"…and eventually sleep or ummm…watch TV or DVD/s… my life’s boring yah know.
Jz like that. very routinary. got lots of time to think about just anything (non-sense to some thing with sense).i’m tired.sometimes i try reading a book or a novel jz so i could do somthing else aside from "magtanga," watch movies/shows and/or sleep.
idle mind is the root cause of evil. (ehem! pardon me. can’t remmber exactly the quotation but it goes that way i guess).walay lingaw.
may pa before stay ko cdo, i get to find some time to go swimming with my officemates, and go finding a "night life" very seldom though.inom ginagmay.hehehe…right now, all i can say is that my life’s boring than boring. SUMOOOOO…exactly the right term.but i guess that’s my way of enjoying my life, taking advantage of what i got now.
but i get to dream soemthing new, something original, something with sense soemtimes.geee…the senti me.bow.
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Question: Does it happen to u like u jz wanna be alone and u aint feel like talking to anybody? coz ryt now, i dont feel like talking to anyone.i dont wanna talk to them coz i know they wont really listen.i’m better off talking to myself than to them.they wont understand my point.i’m sorry. i’d like to apologize for this mean behavior.that’s all, i dont wanna talk to you, or you, or you…