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this is one of those days again. emo.

i watched ASAP last sunday and it surprised me seeing maricar reyes (for those pipol who don’t knw her yet, she’s the pond’s girl who got involved w/ hayden kho’s recent sex scandal/issue). unlike katrina halili, who is a “palaban” type of girl, maricar looks so demure and naive. one who cannot even hurt a mosquito. but what makes me write this entry? it wasn’t because of her being so naive and yet getting involved in such a mess, but it was because of her courage to face the public w/ poise. and bouncing back from that huge trouble she went thru. i can see in her eyes though the pain, the uncertainty, the nervousness of facing the crowd. for all we know and care, ppol are judgmental (just like how i judge ppol in general as judgmental).

i gave her a two-thumbs up for showing up in the show. coz bottomline is, no matter how or what she does, she cannot just hide forever. she has, at one point, had to face that fear of being rejected, judged by ppol. afterall she’s a celebrity even before that happened. and i think it was more of an advantage to her that she just showed up silently and get back to her feet slowly. not that i’m saying that katrina’s done it wrongly. or that women should just shut up if her dignity’s been tarnished. my point is it would have been better to do it with poise. and maricar has done it in such a remarkable way.

who’s to blame?is it the media’s fault for blowing the issue out of proportion? is it Sen. revilla’s exposure of the issue? is it katrina’s all-out-war against Hayden? well, obviously, kasalanan nung ngpakalat ng video.

lesson learned, never ever videotape such intimate moments just to avoid this kind of thing from happening.

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love.

i saw my friend’s pix in her facebook. (finally, nghimo na jud kog facebook na acct). i saw her and her husband’s pix. so sweet. bisan before, bryt na jud ni akong amiga. and so her husband. they’re both smart. u can see it in how they took pix. naay sense. she looks so hapi. m hapi for her. but at the same time jealous that she’s hapi. bad au ko nga friend. huhu…m just hapi that she found her one true love and jealous of the fact that until now, wla pa japon ko kita sa akong true love’s kiss. (hehe…korni)… watever!

m just going to wait pa. still have time. while waiting, mglingaw2x sa ko. kiat dnhe, kiat didto. life afterall is an adventure. o d cge go.